and still I hear them yearning..

Those you've known
Lost still walk behind you.
All alone, that linger till the find you.
Without them, the world grows dark around you.
And nothing is the same till you know they have found you.

They walk with my heart.

I'll never let them go.

Spring Awakening is haunting my mind.


Where is my mind? Maybe its with them, with reason, with logic.

Last night was murder mystery dinner theatre. I played a girl named Tattoo that hated life.
Its like I didnt have to act even..
I miss them so much.
There are few that must know the agonizing pain of coming out of the best childhood ever, a secure life, to one that grips the future with threatening suspense.
In my mind I live in a Utopia, without money and greed. Without hate and lies.
All it does is make the real world just look harsher.